Zenith-AzuraTiger

I tell you my hopes and dreams.  A possible future for myself. I hope for a shred of confidence. An excitement that would enter your voice. But there's nothing. I try to tell you my excitement and you respond like you're bored.   What's that?  Was that a yawn?  Maybe I'm just seeing things. Stab one enters my flesh. Maybe I'm over reacting.  I'd like to tell you more but you've already indicated it's not important. "yeah. maybe, depends." you say. Right.  I've got it.  I know what you mean.   Maybe I should explain more but I know she's in one of her, not paying attention moods. I tell my friends and they react with pleasure and de

Well here goes... I'm illustrating a book for someone and yay, for doing it in watercolors.  I knew nothing about watercolor painting so I looked into it and tried to understand all the techniques I could.  So basically all the pictures are drawn and now I'm just down to painting them and I have about 7 of 20 done.  That's not so bad.  I just finished one of the 7 today and wowee, I really liked it.  That's pretty amazing since I can find something wrong with every other picture.  So you think I should be happy bout that and I was but nooooo I had to be stupid and try to take the tape off the edges (which I do so I can get a straight line for